i'm s!ck

huk... huk... huk... i'm sick! aa.. da dkt nk sebulan aku demam x bebaik lg! lmenye. batuk x yah ckp la. pelik lak aku demam lelame niey? da kenape ngan aku? salu aku demam paling lme seminggu jerk! niey x da dkt nk sebulan x baik lg. batuk x yah ckp la! ala... bile nk baik niey? x bestnye.... nk wat keje pon x de mood. hrmm.... sumone help!! uwaaa... :(

sometimes

sometimes..we love

sometimes..we hate

sometimes..we remember

sometimes..we forget

sometimes..we laugh

sometimes..we cry

sometimes..we fly

sometimes..we fall

sometimes..we run

sometimes..we walk

sometimes..we dance

sometimes..we sway

sometimes..we sleep

sometimes..we wake

sometimes..we dream

sometimes..we scream

sometimes..fantasy is better than reality

sometimes..reality is better than a shattered fantasy

sometimes..we don't get what we want

sometimes..what we don't want is what we get

sometimes..we search for answers

sometimes..we forgot the questions

sometimes..we took things for granted

sometimes..we ignore the good things we have

sometimes..we wish

sometimes..we hope

sometimes..we pray

sometimes..we let go

sometimes..we just need a kick on our butt to remind us that we are not living in this world alone and that we should stop fearing

sometimes..we need to learn

sometimes..we need to do

sometimes..we need to see

everytime..we need to BE...

Quote

"I can't make you love me, want me, or understand me... All I can do Is hope that someday you will!"

sempat gak la aku siapkan design tuk quote niey! huhu...

Aku Tetap Aku OK?

hrm... yerp... aku mmg pendiam, penyeyap, x byk bunyi... salah kew? dh tu mmg aku x kn aku nk pakse diri aku bertukar cam sailormoon ke ultraman ker tuk jd anyone else?! wut da' hell??!! aku rase x salah pon jd diri sendiri. sesibuk nk jd diri org lain tuh kenape? cit... klu ngan aku senang jer. trus jerk aku kate org tu GEDIK!!! arghh.. pedulik ape aku!!! @#$%^&*

help me!!!

help me figure out why i'm stuck in the middle
help me
figure out the difference
between right and wrong
weak and strong
day and night
where i belong and
help me
make the right decisions
know which way to turn
lessons to learn
and just what my purpose is here

wutz a luvly phrase...

For All The Girls In The World!

You are BEAUTIFUL
You are PRECIOUS
You are WONDERFUL
You are AMAZING
and
You are LOVED... just the way you are.
So don't let this world make who you are. Stand up as you are, because who you are is just fine. You don't need to conform to societis ideals just to be "beautiful".
BE WHO YOU ARE, not what the world wants you to be... because what the world wants is simply a grasp of imagination and greed. Who you are is what you are meant to be--beautiful in your own way, in your own light.

Siap!

Design 01

Design 02

muahaha... nmpk sgt aku xde keje dh! huhu.. smpt lak men'design' lalu mengupload kt belog! huhu... busannye psl. dr xde wat pape better aku penuh kan jerk portfolio aku. designnye 1 jerk. tp different color lor... pemalas nye pasal! fuhh...

:: klu nk tgk design lelain leh la msk kt http://www.tiyani.deviantart.com ::

Frenz...

People Ask" How can you be friends
with someone you have never met?"
I tell them" You have never
been online I bet!".

It's something people offline
will never understand.
You open up your heart to
friendship with your typing Hands.

It's a world full friendship at your
finger tips, there is so much.
Online, it only takes a heart
to reach people with your touch.

First you start out online,
surfing all around.
Next thing you know a great
friend will be found.

You will chat a lot and
surf cyber space.
Soon it will be your second home,
a comforting special place.

A Friend to share your
dreams and your tears
and to help each other
wipe away life's fears.

You will share life together
and help each other along
You will make it thru bad weather
because friendship is so strong.

No matter how far apart you go,
your keyboards will keep you
together.
and in your heart you will know you
don't need a face to be a true friend
4ever

With L O V E ...!

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Sory b4 it late!

As life goes on I’m starting 2 learn more n' more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want 2 take this time out 2 apologize for things I have done
N' things that have not occurred yet
And the things i don’t want 2 take responsibility 4

:: peace ::

life is short...

life is so short everyone...
one minute u're happy
the other u're sad
life... that's is my journey n' u n' everyone too
with life i've learned 2 fight
with life i realize... it make me more strong enough...
with life it's lift me up...
with life it's bring my dreams alive
watever it is...
life is beautiful
but it's complicated
also miracles...
live ur life n' deserve it :)

Sabar... sabar...

saba... saba... xpe biarkan je la ape yg jd. diam kn sudah ape yg ko tau. jgn sesibuk nk msk campur hal org. just be urself. don't pretend 2 be sumone else. try 2 find urself. tu lg important. asalkan ko x kaco org...

hidup byk ngan dugaan & cabaran. tu smue kn wat ko lg kuat & tabah. just remember journey start with first step. so byk lg dugaan yg ko x tempuhi. even ape pon yg terjadi... ingat Allah selalu ngan kite :)

I'm fallin' in luv?!

yeah... yeah... yeah... only One Tree Hill i'm watching now! start from 1st season until now (season 5). woahaaa... 5 season already yeah?!... hihi... wow!!! it's so great. i'm glad 2 watched chad murray, james lafferty, hilarie burton, sophia bush & bethany joy galleotti. :)

truthful!

Be 100% truthful!

1. When was the last time you washed your hair?
tadi pagi...

2. What were you doing at 8am this morning?
sleeping lor...

3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
depan pc

4. Are you any good at math?
not really!

7. Are you mad at anyone right now?
maybe

8. Do you know the words to the song on your friendster profile?
x de lagu pon kt profile...

9. Last thing received in mail?
on yahoo... spam message & gmail b'day reminder. hotmail.. dunno.

10. How many different drinks have you had today?
3. air suam, air ribena & air milo

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine?
nope

13. Any plans for tonight?
tggu one tree hill abis download

14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach?
never...

15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had?
hrm...

16. What's outside your front door?
aiyyoo... ntah le...

17. Do you have plans on friday morning?
nope but i have go 4 work.

18. Do you like the ocean?
yeah...

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of 3 different popcorns?
nope...

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
nope...

22. Something you are excited about?
vector, art & design also photography.

23. Who around you has the most problems?
maybe myself...

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
yup. alhamdulillah aku ade uwan yg paling aku sayang. :)

25. Describe your love life:
me? i just wanna live a life i'm gonna remember! :)

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a large group of people?
2005 my final year.

28. Do you like anyone right now?
yeah... just like fallin' in luv wif chad michael murray. :p

29. What was the weather like on your birthday?
ntah.

30. Do you sleep with the door open or closed at night?
close lor...

31. If you could change your name, what would it be?
nothin' gonna changed coz i like & luv my name so much!

32. Do you like your middle name?
yeah...

33. Who are you thinking about right now?
chad michael murray... wahaha...

34. Do you consider your best friends family?
of coz!

35. Favorite food?
nasi ayam.

36. Who's reading this post right now?
ade ke org nk bace?

notice??

arini ujan. so aku agak lewat gak la msk opis dr yg salu! hrmm... smpai jerk dpn pintu agak terkejut gak la ade notis naik. demn... sape lak wat report niey? cam harm tol! mesti ade kes niey. ade ke patut nk kitorg msk kol 9 blk kol 6. actually x salah pon cam2. tp da mcm gov la plak! yg paling xbleh lah.. time lunch pon dorg tentukan gak.

bayangkan klu msk kol 9. ingat leh ke wat keje lg time² cam2? mesti la nk kne g breakfast dlu. pastu klu da kenyang... x kn nk pakse mkn lunch kol 1 tu gak. senget tol! ape masalh dorg niey pon aku tatau la. jeles ke hape kt kitorg dtg nk blk ikut ske? ade ke kitorg kacau hidup dorg kt sne? kitorg tau la ape yg nk kne wat. ingat kitorg x wat keje ker?

hrmm... yg wat kitorg tensen bukannye keje. tp korg wahai HR!!! byk sgt rules korg yg useless tuh! harok tol aku tgk. pastu berkire. senget tol! ini leh mendatangkan marah wat kitorg. pk korg punye periuk jerk. kitorg niey cmne? kate je klu de prob bgtau. leh bincang pe sume. kejadah la! klu kitorg ckp pon de ke korg nk dgr? cam sesia jerk aku rse. msk telinge kanan kuar telinge kiri. demnit! mementang kitorg niey org bwh. xde sape pon layak dgr kate kitorg. huh... x patut btol!

then nk wat KRA or just called it KPI. wuts da' HELL? nk cari rate kitorg? demn. on da' paper only 4 judge kitorg? silap la beb! creativity is too subjective tuk di nilai. remember dat!! kalu korg lain la. keje type menaip jerk. tp kitorg niey, bidang up skit dr korg yg type menaip tuh. bkn nk ckp besar ke hape. tp... cube belajar jgn nilai org atas paper. silap buruk padahnye...

Jawab Weh...

1. WHAT'S YOUR BROTHER'S NAME?
--> Fadzli & Nazir

2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO?:
--> sibuk ngan deviantart & blog

3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?:
--> white

4. MTV, V Channel, OR MYX:
--> MTV & V Channel

5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE?:
--> my bed...

6. NAME A PERSON WHO'S NAME STARTS WITH THE LETTER "s"?:
--> saya... hihi...

7. WHERE'S THE BEST PLACE TO EaT ICE CREAM?:
--> McD

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL?:
--> pendidikan seni

9. HOW DO YOU MAKE MONEY?:
--> working lo...

10. WHAT COLOR IS YOUR PHONE?
--> silver

11. WHAT ARE YOU DOING TOMORROW?:
--> keje

12. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU GOT DRUNK?:
--> never!!

13. YOU EASY TO GET ALONG WITH?:
--> depend

14. WHAT MOVIE DO YOU WANT TO SEE RIGHT NOW?:
--> ice age... muahaha.. next year bru kuar! :p

15. WHAT'S YOUR FAVORITE "SCARY MOVIE" 1,2,3, OR 4?
--> ntah!

16. WHO'S BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP?:
--> er.. sape ek?

17. DO YOU THINK ANNA NICOLE SMITH KILLED HERSELF?:
--> maybe

18. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU GOT MAD AT?:
--> errr

19. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?:
--> bape yg Alla kasi kn tu rezeki nmenye... :)

20. HAVE YOU EVER LIED TO A FRIEND?:
--> yosh...

21. ARE YOU JUDGMENTAL?:
--> ntah

22. WHAT DO YOU HEAR AT THIS VERY MOMENT?
--> bunyi moto mat rempit.. memekak!

23. WERE YOU A NERD IN 5TH GRADE??
--> hrm...

24. DO YOU KNOW ANYONE FROM ALASKA?:
--> nope

25. ARE YOU A FAN OF BASKETBALL?:
--> yoshaa...

26. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON U COPY PASTE THIS FROM?
--> x ingat this form from who... huhu...

this time...

this time i'm not that innocent
this time i'm not so eloquent
i guess it's not so evident
this time is not that different
i'm not so God dawm innocent
i know i'm not that innocent
this time i'm not so sniveling
this time i'm not that patient
this time i'm not so furious
i'm not that curious
this time i'm not that innocent
innocent, eloquent, evident
innocent, different, sniveling
furious, curious, patient
innocent...

akhirnye...!!

huhu... korg hebat x main game niey? first aku main macam haram. x pnh nye btol! siot tol. game niey mmg menguji ketahap dewa la IQ aku niey. and lastly yeah... aku berjaye gak settle kn ngan bantuan ijam :p (thnx ijam... haha... nanti le aku banje ko! wat mse niey ko berangan jerk la dlu nk mkn ape. :p)

klu korg nk try leh aaa... msk site niey http://www.eyezmaze.com/

ba wau sa alip nun!

arghh... busannye... DEMN! keje aku x siap lagi! dateline biler niey?? jgn ckp last minute da! tensen tol gue. zzzaaaazzzssss......

Makcik oh makcik...

ermm.. nk dijadikan cite.. td mse ngah tggu tren. tetibe de la makcik niey parking dok sblh aku. hrm... makcik tu tue da. aku snyum memule pas2 trus wat tatau! huhu... aku kn mmg cam2.

ermm.. ntah cmne makcik tu ramah lak nk beborak ngan aku. aku layan jek... zzzaaaazzzssss..... huhu. tp agak terkejut la rupenye makcik tuh x kawen lg. tp die cite ermm... die siap kasi anak² buah die duit banje. amount bkn skit byk tuh! gilek r. best tahap gaban makcik niey. untung dorg.

makcik niey gak siap cite difference m'sia & overseas. hrm.. aku agree gak ngan ape yg makcik tu ckp... tentang people & perkhidmatan. mmg btol pon. dlm keadaan smua yg naik skrg niey... why not klu tolonglah naikkan perkhidmatan pengangkutan awam. lelagi tren niey. especially putra la. demn! pepagi jek da penuh. lom kol 8 lg tuh! lmbtnye mmg x yah ckp la. macam sipot! mengesot kehape?!!!

pastu berimpit² cam nasi himpit da aku tgk memasing (termasuk la aku tuh!) mcm ikan sardin pon ade. haih... mmg merimaskan + melemaskan. da r manusia dlm tuh memcm² jenis. dr wangi hinggalah ke bau hapak! demn siot! (tu bau indon+bangla+smua pendatang ntah mne² lg ler! nk bau ape lak... ceh!)

aku rase since rapidkl amik alih mmg byk prob x mcm dlu! tren mmg laju gile. xyah tggu lelame. xde sesak cm skrg. klu ujan x yah ckp la. tren rosak. demn!!! wut da' HELL??!!! memanjang je plak technical probnye. bengang tol aku! huh!!

ok berbalik kt cite makcik tuh td. aku agak terkejut gak la. bile die tnye "adik da ade pakwe?" wut's dat quuestion? terdiam gak aku kejap. lmbt skit bru dlm keadaan tersengih² cam kerang busuk bru aku jwb "xde lagi!" aku gelak kecik. huh.. ape motif die tnye aku pon aku tatau.

last² tren yg agak kosong smpai. aku smpt gak salam ngan makcik tuh. ha... jgn tatau! siap aku offer ckp tren tu kosong makcik x nk naik ker? huahuahua...

minyak naik lagi!

huhu.. gilek r dunia skrg niey! makin teruk aku tgk. ape nk jd ntah la! latest bite yg aku dgr harge minyak bakal naik! demn!! giler sakit r pasni. bg aku mahal tuh. 1 liter bersamaan rm 2.70 tuk petrol diesel lak rm 2.58. seliter tuh! truk tol aku rase. hrmm... psni taraf hidup makin tinggi la.

klu da minyak naik.. mesti bende lain pon naik gak! api, air, telefon, tambang bus, makanan xyah ckp la..! mesti naik punye! klu smua nk naik. leh x nk wat cadangan gaji naik gak! ye la. dok kl niey. klu gaji takat rm 1000 mne nk ckup! seyes shit! utang byk nk kne bayar. duit makan, tambang lg. huh... mmg x yah ckp! leh x klu bg subsidi tuk tu smua? huhu...

klu da harge minyak naik leh x tlg naik kn gak taraf transport² perkhidmatan awam. bkn nk ckp ape. truk sgt da aku tgk skrg niey! at least xde la pengguna akan merungut bout' da public transport. huhu... aku ade la salah sorg dr penggune tuh! waachaaa....

Jangan!!!

Jangan tinggalkan orang yang kita SAYANG untuk orang yang kita suka, kerana orang yang kita SUKA akan tinggalkan kita untuk orang yang mereka sayang... Jangan cuba dapatkan apa yang kita sayang tapi SAYANGILAH dengan apa yang kita ada !!Hidup tak perlu terlalu sempurna, tak perlu terlalu kaya, tak perlu terlalu terkenal, tetapi selagi masih ada INSAN yang mengingati, ia sudah lebih dari mencukupi. Persahabatan yang sejati akan membawa KERINDUAN yang abadi. Sesungguhnya persahabatan itu lebih unggul dari percintaan, tanpa persahabatan PERCINTAAN akan berakhir tetapi tanpa percintaan PERSAHABATAN boleh kekal. Oleh itu hargailah persahabatan yang terjalin... SELALUNYA kita tdk menyedari bahawa ada insan yg lebih MENCINTAI diri kita...

Friendsh!p...

:-) Friendship (-:

Many people will walk in and out of your life.
But only true friends will leave footprints in your heart.
To handle yourself, use your head;
To handle others, use your heart.

Friends

Anger is only one letter short of danger
If someone betrays you once, it is his fault;
If he betrays you twice, it is your fault.

Great minds discuss ideas;
Average minds discuss events;
Small minds discuss people.

He, who loses money, loses much;
He, who loses a friend, loses much more;
He, who loses faith, loses all.

Beautiful young people are accidents of nature,
But beautiful old people are works of art.

Learn from the mistakes of others
You can't live long enough to make them all
yourself.

Friends, you and me...
You brought another friend...
And then there were 3...
We started our group...
Our circle of friends...
And like that circle...
There is no beginning or end...

Yesterday is history.
Tomorrow is mystery.
Today is a gift.
That is why it is called the present.

Show your friends how much you care...
Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND.
If it comes back to you, then you'll know you
have a circle of friends.

When you receive this letter,
I recommend that you send it to all your friends,
including the person who sent it to you!

You don't have to send it to your friends, it's your choice.
I don't want to force you to do it, but trust me;
it's always good to tell your friends
some nice words now and then
and that you care...

(-: Don't make them disappointed! :-)

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i'm sick & tired!

sometimes I give up on you... but please don't give up on me...

A little late for all the things you didn't say
I'm not sad for you
But I'm sad for all the time I had to waste
'Cause I learned the truth
Your heart is in a place I no longer wanna be
I knew there come a day
I'd set you free
'Cause I'm sick and tired
of always being sick and tired

argghh.. nape ngan aku niey! i'm sad! so sad right now!! :(

Congrate!

congrate ieta! x sangka ko da kawen. hope ko bahagia forever. sory x dpt g kenduri ko aritu tuh. pape pon aku doa kn semoga smua nye berkekalan. rindu ko! :)